Rip It Out

[Instrumental Intro] [Verse 1] The world you've created Keeps getting smaller every day Always another drug to take And something else it takes away Tellin' my family, "Go without me" Then watchin' 'em leave I hate how many memories They're making without me in 'em' Can't work All I do is panic Some days I make it to the door And that's as far as I get You're the one thing I love to hate 'Cause hate is easier [Spoken Pre-Chorus] Life isn't as beautiful as I thought [Chorus] Rip it out (Rip it out) The disease in me It's killing me Rip it out (Rip it out) I can't take it anymore Lord help me I can't go on like this With a war raging inside my head Rip it out (Rip it out) [Instrumental Break] [Verse 2] Poppin' pills Another drug to take Bottle of Jack For the escape Can't sleep Can't trust what my head is saying Glock in my hand One round Sittin' beside me Like one more thing I shouldn't need I stare at it too long Then look away Is this real? Is this really what my life became? Staring down the barrel Of the world you made me hate [Spoken Pre-Chorus] [Lead Vocal: dry | low | defeated] Life isn't as beautiful as I thought [Chorus] Rip it out (Rip it out) The disease in me It's killing me Rip it out (Rip it out) I can't take it anymore Lord help me I can't go on like this With a war raging inside my head Rip it out Rip it out [Guitar Solo] [Breakdown] The demon in me (Rip it out) Too many voices All sound like mine (Rip it out) Lord help me Please take it all [Final Chorus] Rip it out (Rip it out) The disease in me It's killing me Rip it out (Rip it out) I can't take it anymore Lord help me (Lord help me) With a war raging inside my head The pain inside (Please take it all) Rip it out Rip it out [Spoken Pre-Outro] Life isn't as beautiful as I thought