Deep in the Glass

emo trap lofi rap pop folk bop [intro female vocal sample] ...... "Don't leave, please stay... Make peace, be free.. Let go, no grief... My love, We'll see..." "Don't leave, please stay... Make peace, be free.. Let go, no grief... My love, We'll see..." ..... [verse 1 clean production] sittin' here contemplatin' my existence.. where i was, who i am, where i'll end up in this.. drown out my sorrow with a bottle of gin, let these thoughts in my head guide me down this road again... sick an' twisted, insanely depressed.. i despise myself and the hate i possess, its the only thing that keeps me oppressed, devoted self-loathin' an' wildly obsessed... i'm afraid that i'm too far gone to be saved, and if the right one comes, i dont think i'll behave, my mind is warped to the point i'll scare 'em away.. then sink back down in my pit til i feel okay... [pre-chorus clean production] the light i share to those i love and see, isn't the same light i cast on me.. its dimmed, fadin', and flickerin' slowly, yet i still refuse to let others see what i see... [chorus 1 clean production, clear enunciation] 'cause I’m the savior to them, but the devil to me, chained to the bottom while i set them all free.... yuh, this bottle’s my anchor, this hate is my home, destined to die in this castle alone... so I’ll burn out on my own in the dead of the night, while the rest of the world is bathed in this light. yuh, I’m broken by design, deep in the glass, drinkin' the present to drown out my past.... yuh.. deep in the glass, to drown out my past.... [verse 2 clean production] look out at this shit, dreadin’ my fate, another year passed addin' to the hate.. i'll put on a smile, yuh, i put on this mask, an' i answer with "fine" if they bother to ask.. but under the surface, the end's settin' in, losin' this battle before it begins.. i give 'em my shoulder to cry on an' weep, while i battle these demons when I’m tryna sleep.. i’m preachin' for peace all while holdin' a knife, romanticizin' the end of my own fuckin' life.. so pour up another, lemme drown out this hell, silence the screamin' that i know so well... [pre-chorus clean production] the light i share to those i love and see, isn't the same light i cast on me.. its dimmed, fadin', and flickerin' slowly, yet i still refuse to let others see what i see... [chorus 2 clean production, clear enunciation] 'cause i’m the savior to them, but the devil to me, chained to the bottom while i set them all free. yuh, this bottle’s my anchor, this hate is my home, destined to die in this castle alone... so I’ll burn out on my own in the dead of the night, while the rest of the world is bathed in this light. yuh, I’m broken by design, deep in the glass, drinkin' the present to drown out my past.... yuh.. deep in the glass, to drown out my past.... [bridge, breakdown, clean production] i’m scratchin' at the surface but this hate is getting thick, i’m tired of the symptoms, man, i’m tired of this shit... i'm tired of this life, i’m tired of the lies, i’m tired of the dead look restin' in my own fuckin' eyes.. so let it fade... yeah, let it be... bring me down to my fuckin' knees... there’s nothin' left to save of me... no, there aint nothin' left to see... [chorus final, emotional, clean production, clear enunciation] 'cause i’m the savior to them, but the devil to me, chained to the bottom while i set them all free. yuh, this bottle’s my anchor, this hate is my home, destined to die in this castle alone... so I’ll burn out on my own in the dead of the night, while the rest of the world is bathed in this light. yuh, I’m broken by design, deep in the glass, drinkin' the present to drown out my past.... [outro, crisp enunciation, trailing, drifting] yeah... oh.. deep in the glass, to drown out my past.... ...... "Don't leave, please stay... Make peace, Be free.. Let go, no grief.. My love, We'll see..." "Don't leave, please stay... Make peace, Be free.. Let go, no grief.. My love, We'll see..." .....