in my orbit

lofi emotrap lofi emo ballad **Lyrics and lyric/song structure written and created by 👻 GHOST 👻** [intro upbeat yet confessional, melodic synths, plucky ukulele] ..... yeah...   it’s just me again... floatin' around...     with the same old sadness... ...never really goes away... [verse 1 mellow, rambling, introspective] i stay locked in my head...   like it’s home base... orbit 'round my problems...   guess i won’t change... try to patch the cracks...   with a smile... but it don’t stay... every fuckin' mornin'...   got me losin' my own faith... got ghosts in my mirror...   shadows in my hallway... tryna keep my cool...   but i stall... then fall... hey... these thoughts got a grip...   and they don’t play... circle like vultures...   i rot... while they all wait... [pre-chorus floaty, wistful, momentary clarity] i keep driftin’...   floatin’...     fadin'... outta focus... can’t outrun it...   it keeps pullin' me closer... [chorus 1 emotionally raw, cathartic burst] demons in my orbit...   always stay near... spinnin' in a cycle...   whisperin' my worst fears... cut the tether...   but it’s still right here... can’t escape the gravity...   it’s crystal clear... i’m caught...   in this loop... full of doom... every time i try to move...   they just wanna follow through... [post-chorus quiet realization, weightless] (yeah...) they just follow through... (can’t let go...) [verse 2 vulnerable, gentle self-awareness] found peace in the chaos...   just for a little bit... ’til that shit got psychotic...   yeah... it never ends... play pretend like i’m balanced...   like i’m over it... but my brain’s just a maze...   full of broken bits... late nights got me talkin'...   to the ceilin'... watch the fan spin...   match the feelin'... clock hands move...   but i ain’t healin'... this space suit cracked...   and i’m still reelin'... [pre-chorus somber, searching] i keep driftin’...   floatin’...     fadin'... outta focus... can’t outrun it...   it keeps pullin' me closer... [chorus 2 repeated anguish, soft crescendo] demons in my orbit...   always stay near... spinnin' in a cycle...   whisperin' my worst fears... cut the tether...   but it’s still right here... can’t escape the gravity...   it’s crystal clear... i’m caught...   in this loop... full of doom... every time i try to move...   they just wanna follow through... [post-chorus quiet realization, weightless] (yeah...) they just follow through... (can’t let go...) [bridge/breakdown] [final chorus exhausted release, emotionally full] demons in my orbit...   always stay near... spinnin' in a cycle...   whisperin' my worst fears... cut the tether...   but it’s still right here... can’t escape the gravity...   it’s crystal clear... i’m caught...   in this loop... full of doom... every time i try to move...   they just wanna follow through... [outro gentle resignation, lingering thought] (...floatin'...) (same old weight...) (can’t let go...)    (demons in my orbit...)